EvDork Central

“Going Under”

Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you,
50 thousand tears I’ve cried.
Screaming, decieving, and bleeding for you,
And you still won’t hear me.
Going under
Don’t want your hand this time, I’ll save myself,
Maybe I’ll wake up for once.
Not tormented daily defeated by you.
Just when i thought I reached the bottom.

I’m dying again

I’m going under,
Drowning in you,
I’m falling forever,
I’ve got to break through,
I’m going under.

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies,
[whisper]
So I don’t know what’s real
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
What’s real and what’s not.

Always confusing the thoughts in my head,
So I can’t trust myself anymore.

Im dying again

I’m going under,
Drowning in you,
I’m falling forever,
I’ve got to break through,

I’m-

So go on and scream, scream at me,
I’m so far away.
I won’t be broken again.
I’ve got to breathe,
I can’t keep going under.

Im dying again

I’m going under,
Drowning in you,
I’m falling forever,
I’ve got to break through,
I’m going under [going under]
Going under [drowning in you]
I’m going under

“Bring Me To Life”

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb

Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold e
Until you find it there and lead
It back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name
and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Now that I know
what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name
and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie
There’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside
without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead…

(All this time
I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me)
I’ve been sleeping
a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

(Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul)
Don’t let me die here
(There must be something more)
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie
There’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

“Everybody’s Fool”

Perfect by nature,
Icons of self indulgence,
Just what we all need,
More lies about a world that…

(chorus)
Never was and never will be ,
Have you no shame dont you see me,
You know you’ve got everybody fooled,

Look here she comes now,
bow down and stare in wonder,
Oh how we love you,
no flaws when you’re pretending
but now I know she…

Never was and never will be,
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me,
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.

Without the mask where will you hide?
Can’t find yourself lost in your lies.

I know the truth now,
I know who you are,
And i don’t love you anymore,

It never was and never will be,
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me,
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.

It never was and never will be,
You’re not real and you can’t save me,
And somehow now you’re everybody’s fool.

“My Immortal”

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you’ve left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

“Haunted”

Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still cant find what keeps me here
When all this time ive been so hollow inside
(I know your still there)

Watching me , wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you Loving you
I won’t let you pull me down

Hunting you I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Wanting me , killing me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me
watching me ..

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you Loving you
I wont let you pull me down

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you Loving you
I wont let you pull me down

“Tourniquet”

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)

I lay dying and I’m pouring
Crimson regret
And betrayal

I’m dying, praying
Bleeding, and screaming
“Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?”

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?

I’m dying, praying
Bleeding, and screaming
“Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?”

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Return to me salvation
I long to die

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ?
(Christ)
Tourniquet, my suicide

“Imaginary”

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they’re falling
Tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent night
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

“Taking Over Me”

You don’t remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

But who can decide what they dream and dream I do

I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know and all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me

I believe in you
(I believe in you)
I’ll give up everything to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
(Taking over me)

You’re taking over me
(Taking over me)
Taking over me

“Hello”

Playground schoolbell rings
Again
Rain clouds come to play
Again

Has no one told you she’s not breathing
Hello
I’m your mind
Giving you someone to talk to…
Hello

If I smile and don’t
Believe
Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream

Don’t try to fix me I’m not broken
Hello
I’m the lie
Living for you so you can hide
Don’t cry

Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping
Hello
I’m still here
All thats left of yesterday

“My Last Breath”

Hold on to me love
You know I can’t stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and I’m not afraid Ooh
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

I’ll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one’s there

Say goodnight
Don’t be afraid
Calling me, Holding me as you fade to black

(Say goodnight)
Holding my last breath
(Don’t be afraid)
Safe inside myself
(Calling me, Holding me)
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight

(Holding my last breath)
(Safe inside myself)
(Are all my thoughts of you)
(Sweet raptured light)
(It ends here tonight)
(Holding my last breath)

“Whisper”

Catch me as I fall
Say you’re here and it’s all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one’s here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Don’t turn away
Don’t give in to the pain
Don’t try to hide
Though they’re screaming your name
Don’t close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don’t turn out the light
Never sleep never die

I’m frightened by what I see
But somehow i know that there’s much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Don’t turn away
Don’t give in to the pain
Don’t try to hide
Though they’re screaming your name
Don’t close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don’t turn out the light
Never sleep never die

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I’ve fallen for I rise to meet the end
Don’t turn away
Don’t give in to the pain
Don’t try to hide
Though they’re screaming your name
Don’t close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don’t turn out the light
Never sleep never die

Don’t turn away
Don’t try to hide
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t turn out the light
Don’t turn away
Don’t try to hide
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t turn out the light